Friday, September 19, 2008
Vastness of a Mind.
I am sorry that I wasn’t what you wanted me to be, that I was lacking qualities in your eyes. . . I apologize that I was not there when I knew I could have helped, but didn’t- I am remorseful that the world has not been kind to you, and because of that you have become what you are, and ultimately are unchangeable. It is too late in your life, your habits have formed almost as instinct and change is impossible, not by any force of will can you be altered.
We all began existence in the usual way, as a cell- with the same characteristics and traits; In that form we were the same. . . It is the events that took place after our cellular simplicity that our individuality and process of thinking were developed. Everyone has a mind of there own, no two psyche are exactly alike and never in existence will there be two individuals who think precisely the same. For such a thing two occur two individuals would have to have experienced the same dealings, from the begging process of fertilizing the seed and early development, to birth, childhood, and so on. Anything that had occurred in ones life would have to have been mutual for the other, and out of all the possibilities, percentages, and ratios a thing like that will never happen- Concluding that no two minds will ever think exactly the same.
Stating that, I can tell you that I will never see your thoughts and opinions in the defined light that you see it, we might share a mutual belief but the things that create this belief within us might not be the same, and our thoughts will differ when contrasted in a separate light. I understand what you have done was a reaction to a decision of mine- I beg of you not to feel upset with my choice, nor to strain yourself trying to view from my perspective and accept why my verdict and actions were so. It is your choice as to how you further react, even to this blog. I am human, I feel, I cry, I breathe, and my heart does beat. . . But because of my past, I have been molded into a sensitive soul. A fragile thing, alert to the people and objects around her but unable to see them clearly for what they really are or might be capable of- But because of the events that have taken place I have been given new eyes, a new sense of acceptance and a mindset of self preservation. I am taking life into my own hands and I will no longer allow my relationships with people or future to be chosen for me by chance or poor decisions, I won’t be swayed by your words or your actions for I want to become strong. . . I hope that you will stand beside me, but do not expect me to become dependant on your opinions. I am tough enough to cope with this insane asylum of life on my own, but with a hand to catch me when I stumble it will be much easier. For those that are loyal and true. . . I love you within the most genuine depths of my broken little heart, I can guarantee that I will not see problems that may arise for you exactly the same as you do, but I will try to understand and help as much as is within my power for that is the duty of a true friend- and should be the medium that creates and defines a good person.
We all began existence in the usual way, as a cell- with the same characteristics and traits; In that form we were the same. . . It is the events that took place after our cellular simplicity that our individuality and process of thinking were developed. Everyone has a mind of there own, no two psyche are exactly alike and never in existence will there be two individuals who think precisely the same. For such a thing two occur two individuals would have to have experienced the same dealings, from the begging process of fertilizing the seed and early development, to birth, childhood, and so on. Anything that had occurred in ones life would have to have been mutual for the other, and out of all the possibilities, percentages, and ratios a thing like that will never happen- Concluding that no two minds will ever think exactly the same.
Stating that, I can tell you that I will never see your thoughts and opinions in the defined light that you see it, we might share a mutual belief but the things that create this belief within us might not be the same, and our thoughts will differ when contrasted in a separate light. I understand what you have done was a reaction to a decision of mine- I beg of you not to feel upset with my choice, nor to strain yourself trying to view from my perspective and accept why my verdict and actions were so. It is your choice as to how you further react, even to this blog. I am human, I feel, I cry, I breathe, and my heart does beat. . . But because of my past, I have been molded into a sensitive soul. A fragile thing, alert to the people and objects around her but unable to see them clearly for what they really are or might be capable of- But because of the events that have taken place I have been given new eyes, a new sense of acceptance and a mindset of self preservation. I am taking life into my own hands and I will no longer allow my relationships with people or future to be chosen for me by chance or poor decisions, I won’t be swayed by your words or your actions for I want to become strong. . . I hope that you will stand beside me, but do not expect me to become dependant on your opinions. I am tough enough to cope with this insane asylum of life on my own, but with a hand to catch me when I stumble it will be much easier. For those that are loyal and true. . . I love you within the most genuine depths of my broken little heart, I can guarantee that I will not see problems that may arise for you exactly the same as you do, but I will try to understand and help as much as is within my power for that is the duty of a true friend- and should be the medium that creates and defines a good person.
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