Thursday, December 18, 2008
Ramblee.
I’m sure you all know (because you’ve read my previous blogs) the anxiety that controls my life, anxiety for this.. for that.. for every little detail that occurs daily I am infected with anxiety because of it. Especially when it comes to school… I do not like school. I love learning, with every ounce of being in me I do love learning! However I hate the ‘school’ learning environment. So many distractions, and.. aha idiots. Idiots? “That seems pretty rude of her to say”, you might be thinking. However it is not rude at all. I have not tolerance or patience for people.. It is a negative quality that I regret having, but no matter how hard I try I cannot repair it.
This blog is going to be a jumble of random things, I don’t think right now I can stick to one subject. I hate feeling like this but I pretty much just want to get the blog done, I don’t think it’s because of the upcoming break though.. I think I am going to fail my studio art class. Of course I do not want to but it is something that is unavoidable. I love art, it is my passion but I do not particularly like the teacher of the class... As well as the class is too large for her to individually help us all the time, and so I struggle. I’m going to try my hardest to do well, but I cannot promise anything.
My geography class is interesting, but I think the teacher is too easily lead astray by her students. Usually I voice my opinion without thinking twice, this quality ALSO is not a very good one. For the past week we’ve been presenting power points in front of the entire class, and of course the first letter of my last name is located relatively toward the end of the alphabet.. So I am forced to present mine tomorrow. And now that I reflect on it, I think I am the only person left to present! That is not a bad thing, because my presentation is absolutely amazing (I made sure it was A proof)- But I do not like being last, and I hate waiting for my turn because of the anxiety I briefly talked about above.
And so now I am sitting at my computer desk trying to type about this while talking on the phone and gradually sipping apple juice. I love apple juice it brightens my day so much, but Pepsi does as well. Pepsi is good it makesss me crazy and makes my migraines better ha-ha… I wonder why I can’t multitask. Ugghh my dad was rather interesting I got to see Nate today and I loved it because we had so much fun… Aha he can drive so we cruised the town and stuff, I love his gorgeous hair its so light and fluffy and someday I’m going to straighten it ha-ha yep yeppppp. And that’s the end of my rambling blog, Mr. Thompson do not dock me on thisss. I will do better in the future, I promise.
This blog is going to be a jumble of random things, I don’t think right now I can stick to one subject. I hate feeling like this but I pretty much just want to get the blog done, I don’t think it’s because of the upcoming break though.. I think I am going to fail my studio art class. Of course I do not want to but it is something that is unavoidable. I love art, it is my passion but I do not particularly like the teacher of the class... As well as the class is too large for her to individually help us all the time, and so I struggle. I’m going to try my hardest to do well, but I cannot promise anything.
My geography class is interesting, but I think the teacher is too easily lead astray by her students. Usually I voice my opinion without thinking twice, this quality ALSO is not a very good one. For the past week we’ve been presenting power points in front of the entire class, and of course the first letter of my last name is located relatively toward the end of the alphabet.. So I am forced to present mine tomorrow. And now that I reflect on it, I think I am the only person left to present! That is not a bad thing, because my presentation is absolutely amazing (I made sure it was A proof)- But I do not like being last, and I hate waiting for my turn because of the anxiety I briefly talked about above.
And so now I am sitting at my computer desk trying to type about this while talking on the phone and gradually sipping apple juice. I love apple juice it brightens my day so much, but Pepsi does as well. Pepsi is good it makesss me crazy and makes my migraines better ha-ha… I wonder why I can’t multitask. Ugghh my dad was rather interesting I got to see Nate today and I loved it because we had so much fun… Aha he can drive so we cruised the town and stuff, I love his gorgeous hair its so light and fluffy and someday I’m going to straighten it ha-ha yep yeppppp. And that’s the end of my rambling blog, Mr. Thompson do not dock me on thisss. I will do better in the future, I promise.
--Cloud Envy.
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